S,L,&P - Hiatus

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Hey everyone,
I just wanted to let everyone know who reads my fic (Secrets, Love and Pain) I'm putting on hiatus for awhile.
I don't know how long.
I'm doing this for many reasons and I feel the need to explain some.
1) I'm totally stuck. I've had no inspiration for awhile and my plot bunnies seem to have died somewhere.
2) I'm not really sure about my fic anymore. I don't know if I want to continue with it or if I should restart it.
3) Some people (who I'm going to name) have put down my fic to my face, and online. The things they said were rather harsh and let me just say these people are homophobes. So they were putting down my fic and me.
4) I've been going through some really tough times right now. My life, from my point of view, is going to hell at the moment and seems to want to stay there. So along with no inspiration, I'm also lacking motivation.

When things are getting better, I'll let you guys know when I'm picking it back up again. (if I do)

Thanks,
Amanda

Btw, I'm not sure if I should tag this entry. If I should let me know what to put for the tags.

Comments

[horriblematzo.livejournal.com]

Aw. *hug* You're awesome, don't forget that!

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back*
Thanks.
^.^
I'll try not to. It's just hard to remember things like that sometimes.

[flatliner345.livejournal.com]

Oh. *Hugs* Would you like me to punch them in the face for you? 'Cause I've done it before and I would be more than happy to do it again!

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

*huggles back*

I would love for you to do that but, it's ok. I don't want your knuckles hurting from punching someone who doesn't deserve getting hit by your awesomeness. ^.^

[cynical-sweater.livejournal.com]

I got your taggin', sister. Don't worry nothing for it.

That said. *takes a few steps back* Prepare yourself for this. *starts running - tacklehugs*

I know what you mean about getting stuck. Sometimes, fics just come with different moods... and when a mood gets lost, so does the fic. Same with the weather - which is weird and troubling.

If you'd like, I'd be willing to go over it with you - chapter by chapter, page by page, paragraph by paragraph, sentence by sentence. Sometimes it helps just to have someone to talk a story over with. If not, that's groovy too. Whatever you feel, kid.

We're rooting for ya!
<3<3<3<3

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

*is tackledhugged by you and falls down*

Thanks. I needed that. ^.^

It is like the weather.

When I start thinking of something to write I'll talk to you. ^.^
It's always good for someone other then my beta reader to look things over with me. She (my beta) hasn't written any fics yet, so sometimes she doesn't get what I mean when I say things like AU and OC. lol xD

*is happy to get so much love*
^.^

Aw

[(Anonymous)]

I believe that if people bash fics they usually have no writing talent and or have never written anything. I personally have highly enjoyed reading your fiction and am sad to see it go on hiatus but I do understand. I hope your life picks up for the better and even if you don't finish the fic thank you for starting one! You did a good job on what you did!

I hope you find your muse!

Re: Aw

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

"I personally have highly enjoyed reading your fiction" --> *is stunned at the "highly enjoyed" part*

"if you don't finish the fic thank you for starting one! You did a good job on what you did!" --> *nows feels like she actually did write something good*

Thank you. ^.^
I hope I find my muse too. *jumps over cliff to try to find it but finds her mind instead* lol xD

[hollywoodgal.livejournal.com]

~meh~ to those people. you have nothing to prove to them, just yourself. i'm new here kind of, so i'm gonna go read your fic and wait for more.

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

*mehs with you*

Thanks for checking out my fic, though! ^.^
I try to prove myself to people everyday....and I'm still trying...yet failing. At leas I'm trying. =p

D=

[sarahsadork.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I really hate people who flame fics, and to do it to your face is totally uncalled for. Clearly they are mean moms and should be slapped *holds hand up in slap position* I could help with that.

It sucks losing your writing groove (its happening to me right now)and lacking motivation sucks even more ( I have motivation but also ADD)

*hugs again*

I truly hope you are soon undepressed and get your groove back (I'm sorry but you through off the emperor's groove *falling from window* SOORRYYYY!)

I wuvs you and your writing!

Re: D=

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

*hugs you back*

ADD could be helpful.....maybe. It depends really. lol xD
I also got two other fics I have to finish. (James Bond slash. ^.^)
So this sucks BIG time.
*cries*

*huggles you again real tight*

I hope I get my groove back soon too. *falls from window*

I wuvs you too!!!!!! and your drawings! xD