To - Any readers of my fic...

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

This goes to any readers of my fic "Secrets, Love, and Pain" -

I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm having some trouble with chapter 4 so it's going to take me a bit longer to get it written. I'm getting my friend to help me write it though so I'm not completly stuck.

Hopefully the chapter will done by next week, but I have state tests week, so I want to get it done before then.

So, I really don't know when I'm going to get it up. For all I know, it may be up tomorrow night.


In adavance, I'm apologzing for what it looks like will probably be a long wait.
I'm sorry!! >.<

Thank you and have a good day/night/thing/whatever....

>.>

Comments

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

OH NO!!!!!!! *hugs you real tight* I'm sorry you don't have any inspiration!

I hope state test go well, and you know I'm in the same boat with you...there's going to be a long wait till my next fic, maybe.

Aw, we're in this together! ^_^ hehe *glomps you and waits for the page-long, novel responses to each other!!! hehehe*

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

*hugs you real tight back*

-_- Yeah, i've just somehow wormed my way back into semi-depression, so my writing motivation is gone at the moment.

Writing with my friend will hopefully work though! ^.^

I hate these state tests, they're the nasty ela ones.... >=p

but I feel bad now because I have a few fics and pictures I need to write and photoshop for my friends as very late present for birthdays, and x-mas, and just because's..... >.>



Yeah! We're all in this together!!!

0.0

Oh no. I hate High School Musical..... >.< Damnit. Now it's stuck in my head........

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Awww! You know I know all about depression, and I'm so sorry you've been sunken back into that dark abyss!!! *hugs you like you're sinking into quicksand, then runs off quickly to find a livesaver circle thingy to throw at you*

Not sure what those tests are, but I think I have similar, to my state. Stupid math and science one year, and soc. stud. and English another year.

And I know exactly how you feel, (well maybe not *exactly*, but nearly). I have a whole list full of things to do, with all of my fan fics that I've abandoned and all of the remodeling I want to do here and at ff-net. And I promised you that fic, and I just can't find the inspiration. I have the will, but not the way. lol

Never, ever seen that movie! It looks like I would hate it so much, and all of my other friends are obsessed with it. Just thinking about that and Chronicles of Narnia make me sick.

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Yes, I know you that I know that you know! Ha! That makes sense for once!! ^.^

*grabs onto the liversave circle thingy and hopes it hold me for a while*

Don't worry about getting the fic done for me right away. You can put it off as long as you need to!!! I can wait unlike other people. lol xD
My friends can never wait. I promise them a picture or a fic one day and the next day they are like "Where is it?"

I love the Chronicles of Narnia. Both movie and books. I like them both the same though. The books are awesome and even though the movie did miss a few things from the book, it was in my opinion good misses, like with the LOTR movies. ^.^

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Gosh, that back and forth could go on FOREVER! lol But it's always so fun!

I always feel so bad when I promise things and I can't keep them. Like I'll write a 1st chapter for something, and then *poof*, I never come back to put up a second one. I think that's an actual condition; the post-first chapter syndrome or something! xD

I am so sorry, I didn't mean to bash on your series! Chronicles of Narnia have never appealed to me, though. I just always thought of it as a kiddy version of fantasy, because I like hard-core "adult" fantasy, like my Lord of the Rings. And since the two authors were friends, I feel like I should like Lewis, too, but I can only see the similarities between little details, and even though I know it's irrational, I still blame Narnia on stealing the ideas of Tolkien. I know that's not true, but I just can't like Narnia. I'm sorry. The previews for the new movie coming out look semi-interesting with the time lapse thing, but I still have no desire to see it. Sorry, I hope you can understand. And feel free to pick up a "Bash one of Katie's favorite obsessions" get-out-of-jail free card! lol

*glomps then hugs you*

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

>.< I love doing the back and forth to my teachers!!

Same here... I do it all the time...I just finished five pictures that I promised my friend for christmas... >.>


It's ok!!! I don't mind if you bash on things I like....except Gerard Butler, Phantom of the Opera, My Chemical Romance, and Green Day. If anyone bashes them I go ccccrrrrraaaazzzzziiiiieeeeeeee. >>>...<<<<

*glomps then hugs you back*

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

First off, I'm so SORRY not to have replied back for so long!!! My life outside of online has just got blown away, and let's just say that things are all over the place now. It's been a rough past few days, so I'm sorry for the long delay, and other delays in the future, and if my mood seems to be extremely depressed or dark.

With that "disclaimer" out of the way, lol, I always love giving the counter-argument to someone, just to see them rethink what they thought was true! ^_^

I would never try to bash on any of your obsessions. My friends used to make so much fun of M*A*S*H right to my face, just because they knew I liked it. I would never try to do that to somebody else.

*glomps and hugs all around*

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about it! I've had a lot of stuff happenning also so some of my replies may get delayed also.

Like with the fact that I'm ready to kill my favorite teacher with my bare hands. 0.o

but anywho (*giggie* I love that word.) How can someone bash M*A*S*H? (omg, that rhymed)

That's terrible. M*A*S*H Is like, the most, awesome thing, ever. lol

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Yeah, my life just kind of exploded, and blew up all in my face, and now I've kind of hit rock bottom, and things just aren't good at the moment. Things haven't been this bad in a long time, and I'm kind of lost and confused and blah. You know.

You're going to kill your favorite teacher?! If you don't mind me asking, WHY??!! My favorite teachers (2 of them) are the only reason I'm not killing...err, well, you know my secret.

OMG! "Bob", the codename I have for the teacher I love, just said "anywho" today!!! ^_^ What a coincidence! And nice rhyme! And yes, it is!! You like it, too?!

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry about your life exploding, hopefully when it blew up it in your face you didn't you lose your face. >.< That happenned to me once. lol It was terrible....that was the worst month of my life...I didn't talk to anyone at all.

Yes, I'm going to kill my favorite teacher. So, he just happens to be the band teacher (I play flute) and he just happens to know that I like Green Day ok? So, he goes and puts together this piece of music for my grade to play of three Green Day songs and it doesn't even sound right!!! The tempo is way too slow, one of the songs doesn't even sound how it's supposed to, and no one in my whole grade who's in band wants to play it! >.<

So, me and my friends are planning on going and annoying about it and replacing the song with "The Music of the Night" from Phantom of the Opera because he promised me last year we would play it but we didn't, so we have to play it now!

And there's no way I'm going to play some of the greatest songs and KILL them, by a band that I consider to be my heroes because they and their music have helped OUT of depression and have helped me stay OUT of depression.


I'm going to be saying ALL of these things to him. It kinda works with the fact that I'm always in his office at lunch time with another friend just talking with him, so I'm like one those students he always listens to but doesn't realize it. >=]

Sorry, about that. My raging Green Day fangirl has been out for the past 24 hours and is wanting to kill anything that looks like my band teacher. >.<


"Bob"? That's an awesome codename! xD No way, he said "anywho"? lol. =D

Yes, I love M*A*S*H!

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Well, I didn't physically "lose my face", but it hasn't been this bad in a long time. In facet, I really cn't remember when it's been this bad (except for little burst of badness that were worse). But overall time-wise, on my top 5 worst ever. Sorry, I hope that was understandable and that you could understand that.

I'm sorry about your teacher trying to ruin a classic song. And YEAH! Me and my friend choose a random, everyday name to call him by when I'm in front of people, and "Bob" was just perfect. Only problem is, that his first name happens to be Rob, where Bob can also reduced from! xD I'm hoping this makes sense.

I love Frank, B.J., and Radar. How about you?

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Hehehe, that was kind of a weird metaphor thingy. lol xD

It's understable. I just really hope everything gets better for you soon. *comfort huggles you*

Ah, don't worry, me and my friends are taking care of it. We are going to go to our band teacher we are going to get up in his face and we are going to.....beg and plead with him to makes us not play the song. >.<

Hopefully he doesn't catch one to who "bob" is. ^.^ That'd be akward. lol

I love B.J, Radar, Hawkeye, Klinger, Father Mulcahy, Trapper, and of course good old Henry Blake.

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

I love metaphors! :D

Aww, thanks. Not sure if it can get worse, so hopefully the only way is up! ^_^ *huggles back*

Yeah, you be all tough and mean and go up to him on your...knees! lol

I know, he already knows there's a mysterious "Bob", just hopefully he hasn't put two and two together yet, like me staring at him. lol

Klinger was hilarious, and Trapper was just so cool. And HENRY...*bawls* I miss him!!

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Your welcomes! You must go up!! Up and up and up!! xDD

Exactly, that's the only way to go......we think. -_-;

That'd be sooo weird if he did. >.<

Klinger was just the bestest ever. I love him. But Henry....OMG! *bawls with you* I miss him too!!!! When I saw the episode that he you know...I was staring at the tv like 0.0 for over an hour and then I started crying. It was terrible. >.

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Up and away! lol Hopefully, I'm wishing to see a light at the end of the dark tunnel, and all of that corny, cliche stuff that I hate but love at the same time with a passion. hehe You ever feel that way? Where you hate something so much, but it also intrigues you?

And it would make things so awkward, and I wouldn't be able to just randonly say hi, and everyone in class...it would just be an awkward Hell. And I wouldn't be able to covertly, but I can not be inconspicious for the life of me, stare at him. lol

Klinger was hilarious, trying to get out. And Henry, especially that little clip show at the end, jsut made me tear up. And Radar's face when he said that, Henry was like a father to him, but then again so was Potter...and Hawkeye, and basically everyone. lol And it broke my heart when Frank went crazy. You could tell he was cracking. Even Hawkeye and B.J. noticed and layed off of him, stopped making fun of him and pulling pranks. I love it when they were actually nice to him, and took his side against Maragret. When he said he was going to see the red headed nurse tonight, and she said, "A little young fo you, isn't it?"...and he totally burned her with, "I thought I would go for a change". They saw he was loosing it, and kind of befriended him. That was so heartbreaking. I wrote a fan fiction on ff-net about what he was feeling when he went AWOL at Soul. You know, when he left the show. (It's called "Looking", actually, if you wanted to check it out...*wink* People said I actually made them feel sorry for Frank, since he's my favorite character and he was so angsty. His own wife didn't even love him...I'm sorry, I love to rant about Frank!). Actually, the actor died, along with Henry's actor. I'm surprised...I mean, I thought Potter would be the first, with him being so much older, but I think he's still around and kicking. Anyway, sorry to rant. I love M*A*S*H.

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

OMG! That happens to me all the time. Of course I can't think of something as an example of it, but there are so many things that I hate so much that I have to know more about it. >.<

That'd be terrible. But, I don't think he'll catch one. xD

Yeah, now I'm thinking about the episode and I feel like I'm going cry. >.>

But, I just love Hawkeye.
Alan Alda is just awesome! ^.^

I never really like Frank until you could tell he was cracking. Then, I felt bad for him.

I love ranting too!!! xD
It's so much fun!!!!

I'm gonna go check out your fic!!! *runs off to ff-net*

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Some things really make you think, you hate them so much. Hawkeye was really cool, although sometimes he got on my nerves. But that was only once, I think, and that's when he got in that fight with Radar, remember? Thank you! *runs off with you to see your reactions*

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

I think, he did.
Yeah.

I left a review!! And I got your reply!! xD

I just remember something that I hate with a burning passion, but I always want to know about them and listen to them.

Paramore.
I hate that band sooooo much. But I always have to listen to their music when it comes on the radio and I find out facts about them online and from friends, but I just hate their music. It's so weird. >.

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

What do they sing? I think I've heard of them, but I can't think of what they sing...

And I'm the same way with...something. I'm sure I am. And I had it, I was about to say it, and then it just went...*poof* Grr lol. ^_^

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

The song that most people know by Paramore, is "Misery Business." Which is the song that got them really big. Umm, another song is "crushcrushcrush." Those are really the two big songs by them.
I'm sure if you look it up on youtube and listen to "Misery Business" you'll recgonize it.

lol. xD
That's what happenned to me.

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Um...don't think I've heard of those songs. But I'll look it up to see if I recognize it! ^_^

Yes, I have brain fog sometimes. Like I said before, my memory is horrible! hehe XD

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Even if you haven't heard it, I'm sure you'll either like it or not like it right away. It's one of those songs that you can decided about the first time you hear it.

I think we all get brain fog! I always get it when I have a test. -_-

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

I dunno, I don't like songs at the beginning, but then as I listen to it more and more, I either start hating it because of burn-out since they play it so much, or else I start to like it more! I'm sure it's good, my friend right now is trying to get me into Manson, hard rock...when I used to only be into country! xD See how much my music taste has changed, although I still like a bit of rockier country?! lol

And yes, tests seem to make me whole brain go blank. Ugh...

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, I don't like songs at first, but with this song I was like "Argh!!" right away, but you never know. Everyone is different!

I know! Me too! I used to listen to like, little kiddie Disney crap, but now I listen to everything. and I mean everything.
Pop, Hip-Hop, Rock, Emo, Hxc (hardcore), Blues, Jazz, Musicals, etc.
It's amazing.

Test = the end of the world as we know it. xD

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Yes, it took me till...*cough 7th grade cough* to stop listening to Radio Disney...and then I got made fun of for moving on to country! Now I'm pretty well varied. Rock, or the lighter version, pop, a bit or rap, country, parody (Stephen Lynch is HILARIOUS), etc. I like bits of everything now! ^_^

Tests...*shiver* Ugh. They just make you stupider! xD

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm still 8th grade and I still listen to some of Radio Disney!! Well, they're songs from like....2 years ago.. -_-
I'm such a loser. lol xD

Everyone thinks I'm the "loser music person" just because I have music from the 60's, 70's, and 80's on my playlist. The people in my grade suck. One girl came up to me one day when I was wearing a Beatles sweatshirt and she was like "No one listens to them anymore. They sucked then, they suck now." and i was like "0.o" *punch not but i want to*

Yes! They do!! Why can't teacher see that?

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Every once in awhile, I have the unexplainable URGE to pop in an old Disney Song, like the one from "Holes", and just sing it. And I do that all the time for Disney songs, like Aladdin and stuff. lol But yeah, every once in awhile I find myself humming a song I wouldn't want anyone from my school hearing me! xD

THE BEATLES ARE AWESOME! I mean, come on, they're British! What could be better?! lol They were good then, they are good now, I still listen to them with pride!

It's a vast government conspiracy to make students look stupid so other countries will think we don't have the brains to make mass weapons that will take over the world...COMPUTERS! So the teachers are in on it, making us look stupid! xD

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Aladdin rules though! lol xD

I know right? I listen to them with pride too! The prinicpal at my school is a HUGE fan of The Beatles. His office is filled with a ton of Beatles stuff. It's ah-mazing!

Exactly!!! xD

Guess what?
I updated meh baby ficlet.

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Aah, Aladdin. Such an adventure...such a flip-flopping sides sidekick such as the wonderful Iago! ^_^

Sorry for the long delay back. I just have no drive to get online any more. lol *weak smile*

You updated?! Yay! *runs off to read in excitement*

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Yes, I updated!!! *cheers and throws confetti* xD

I don't feel like getting online either. So, I understand. ^.^

After Heath Ledger's death, I've been a zombie fangirl. >.

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Yes, Heath's death has really zapped a lot of my energy out of me, and with me not having much energy anyway...I just don't have motivation to get on. But it's getting better! ^_^

And I reviewed your new chapter!

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Same here. I just haven't wanted to do much since his death. I keep reading BBM (Brokeback Mountain) fics now. >.<

It's good that it's getting better!


I know! I replied!

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Sorry for the long delay, buddy. It's been FOREVER!! Brokeback Mountain...:)

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

I'm just happy you're back on now!!!

Brokeback Mountain = <3

[fantasysci5.livejournal.com]

Brokeback Mountain was just awesome and passionate...*sigh* I miss Heath.

Yes, I am happy to be back on talking to you again!! *hugs*

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Yes, it was.
*sighs with you* So do I.

*hugs you back*
So, how's your life going? Getting better?

[(Anonymous)]

Erm, better than it was. I have a BOO now!!!! :D Eeh! lol Still kinda rough, but you know. How about you?

[phantom-roxs.livejournal.com]

Mine has improved. I thought to soon. I got the girl!! ^.^ There are some things that still suck and are holding me back from writing. I still haven't started the next chapter for my Ben/Riley fic. I'm really lost now when it comes to writing.